I'm so fuckings tired of being me! I am afraid of talking to people because I was bullied for my lisp. I don't lisp as bad anymore, but I try not to. I hate the fact that I have lisped, just because my front theeth fell out at the same time. I want to be outgoing and talk with people, but it is hard. I feel idiotic because of this. On top of all this my grandma died, she died two and a half week ago. I miss her so much, and that doesn't help on my mood.

Does anyone want to change lives with me?